Dazzle Diary by ع طاہر

We start a relation with simple hello but it's too difficult to say good bye to those whom you are really affiliated... sometimes tears crept in your eyes... sometimes you make yourself so strong to hold these tears ... but when time come nearer to say gudbye it's really hard to control these tears ... these tears are your love for such people your emotions.. your feelings.. your care... your devotion but these tears make you so tired and weak to face the situation ... really it's too hard to say good bye to your love ones ...  ❤❤

Sometimes words hurts you alot then anything ... The words that are said by someone special to you ... The words that comes from the person you loves alot ... The words that are spoken to kill your selfrespect ... The words that are just said to make you embarrase in front of the whole world ... The words that just kill you inside .. Those words that kills you always come from the closer person from whom you can't even expect all thses things ... From whom you can't expect that they even think of hurting you ... But It's reality that those persons hurts you with their words on whom you have trust ... yeah yeah Words are always dangerous then swords because they give you the pain  which will not  have any remedy or cure ....

I often think that what is one sided love????? sometime answer comes that one sided love kills the person ... because the person always wanna love of his partner ... He always have a thrust to see his love ... He always want that the love speaks and he will listen her ... He always want that his love miss him the most ... He always want that his love cares for him the most ... He always want that his love will give respect and love in return of his feelings ... He want the love of his partner ... And when he don't get all these things in return he became a body without heart and soul  because his heart only beats for his love ... He became so desperate so that he wishes for his love in prayers ... when he sees that his prayers are not listened or completed ... He just wanna die then he did all those things to get off from her life .... Thats the most painful experience ever that not to be loved by the person you loved the most.

Each time i close my eyes I see you in front of me . . . Each time i hold my breath I feel your breath inside me . . . Each time i wanna see my reflection in mirror I just see you instead of me in mirror as my shadow . . . Each time when i tried to talk to my self it always looks that i am talking to you . . . Each time when i am disappointed then u became my hope to live life . . .

I often listen from alot of people that blood relation are stronger then any other relation . . . But in my view those relation that are based on love emotions feelings are much stronger even from blood relations . . . the best example of such relations are relation of freinds they are ever stronger then blood relations because a person who can’t share his life with anyone will tell all his secret to his freinds . . . who don’t want that anyone would interfere in his matters but he likes that his freinds will know everything about him, cares for him  . . . All the people in this world wants a true a faithful freind but a few gets the true freind who cares for them in true sense . . . . So in short blood relations are not stronger then relations based on love emotions and feelings  . . .

When someone become so near to you that in every moment you missed their presence.. that in every moment you are in love with him . . . that in every moment you feel him near to you . . then its obvious that your heartbeats for him . . . And you are in love with him . . .

At the age of 4 we start studies with tears . . . At the age of 24 we end studies with tears . . . First tears are due to fear of new place  . . . But the second tears are due to missing dears . . those people that always make you happy when you are upset . . . Those dears that always makes you smile by their mischeifs . . . Those dears that always stand with you when you are in trouble . . . I MISSED YOU ALL MY FREINDS BADLY . . .

His every look on me makes me shy . . . His every smile that’s for me makes me happy . . . His every talk to me makes me speechless . . . His every step towards me increases my heart beat . . . IDK he loves me or not but i know that his whole personality is the source of happiness for me . . . . 

yeah i got jealous whenever u gave my time to someone else . . . Yeah i got jealous whenever someone else have a look on you . . . Yeah i got jealous whenever you talk to someone else . . . Yeah i feel jealousy whenever someone else touches you . . . Yeah i got jealous . . . because i love u idiot more then my self . . . so just because of my love i have te right to get jealous . . .

I often listen that true love is meeting of souls . . . I often listen that true love is meeting of hearts . . . someone says true love accomplishes when bodies meet . . And someone says true love is not about physical attraction . . . Sometimes i think that no one really knows the meaning of true love . . . True love isn’t about physical attraction . . its all about caring for someone truely . . . Its all about loving someone unconditionally . . . Its all about to feel someone pain before he says the pain . . . Its all about to understand someone in his hardest time . . . Its all about to knows someone heartest desire before he said that . . . Its all about to be happy in the wish of lover . . . Its all about to be sad when he is sad . . . Its all about to cry with your partner . . . Sometime i thinks that true love really exists or not . . .

Freinds are the life of many people . . . Freinds are sometimes the reasons of your  happiness . . . Freinds makes you smile on the saddest moments of your life . . . Who knows what really a freind means Only a few people knows the importance of true freinds . . . A true freinds . . . Scolds like dad . . . Care likes mom . . . Teases like sister . . . Irritates like brother . . . But they meant alot in your life . . .

The best people that came in your life . . . they makes you see the sun where once you saw the clouds . . . The people that makes you smile at every moment . . . The people that makes you happy on your saddest moment . . . Those people who trusted you blindly . . . that makes you beleive in them . . . Those people who loves in the way. . . that you fall in love with them with every passing moment  . . . Those people who cares for you in such a way . . . That you ever fell in love with your ownself . . . Those people who always respect you . . . No matter what the circumstances  are . . . they are really the best person that come in our life And changes us totally . . .

Farewell memories are really hard to forgot … those best memories that u spend with your freinds for the last time … those last moments that you enjoyed with your freinds … those last seconds when one of our fellow gives the thnx giving speech to our teachers … those last hours for us when we laugh together . . . those last minutes when noone scolds us for our foolishnessess… really its too hard to forget all those farewell memories for us these are the best moments in every students life ….